Tuesday 10 April 2007

In The End..

Had lunch with Ma at the International House's cafeteria..hmmmm...hitoride tameiki wo tsukinagara(sambil mengeluh sendirian)..how bored....looking deeply inside Ma's handphone..nak main ke tak nak game "inu"(dog) ni??
Lonely..I am so lonely..I have nobody...all on my own..ooohhhh....I don't see any boy hanging around the small pool full of kerokero(frogs)..where's everybody hahh???ma,shouganaine(well,there's no other way)...luckily May-chan(my classmate@a little girl who's just came back from US & staying on the 3rd floor) came down & accompanied me playing with frogs & tadpoles until finally when I realized that I was being surrounded by little girls aged 2-6yrs & of course I did a good job as a "bee among flowers"..ahaks!
Gosh!After all balik layan Linkin'Park lagi bagusss..well,I like Linkin' Park's songs a lot!! Pa & Ma used to hear them at home & while travelling in the car heading for "balik kampung" and etc,since I was small till I really addicted to them;) ..also,one of them happened to be my favourite DragonBall Z's theme song- their "In The End"...bagai orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal;)

"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

2 comments:

Ajzie said...

Tak de kawan ker...jom ler datang sini.. geng dengan Alya n Ammar..

Salam kunjung balas dari saya..

Izz Qayyim said...

Aunty Ajzie,salam mesra dari kami sekeluarga juga..hope we can be friends:)..err..kwn sesama M'sian tak ghamai tp kwn Jepon mmg ghamai cuma timing x cantek tghari td:(..but don't worry,tomorrow Ma & I'll be having lunch with Souma,his Mom & 2 younger sisters;))